It's coming to an end.

Hey everyone,
So summer is over. Plain and simple. And it is so hard to believe. When CIT finished, I knew summer was coming to an end soon. But today camp finished. And school starts in 2 days.
Leaving CIT was so hard. The friendships that were made i think will deffinitely last years to come. I went home last Saturday devestated and heartbroken. I didn't know what to expect coming home for the night. Even though it was just one night, I knew that so much could happen. I also knew that i would be going back to camp the next day.
So i went back to camp as a camper. It was weird. And today, once again, I had to leave. And once again, I shed a pile of tears. However this time, I came home scared.
I've learnt so much over these weeks. And already, I'm trying so hard not to fall back into my old pattern of life. I want to make a difference. I know that God is by my side. And through all things He will stand by me and give me strength to face it. I know that I am never alone, and that no matter what He is always there.
I miss everyone so much. I feel like a part of me has been torn out. I know that we will all see each other again. But not knowing when that will be is hard.
If y'all could pray for me that school would be ok, i would be so thankful. I'm scared to go back. I go to a christian school, but sometimes you dont feel the christian atmostphere. And it's a scary thing.

I love everyone so very very much.

Michelle